Not sure if it's worth it at this point
I start week 5 of non-smoking tomorrow. I was told by rohan that it would fuck up my dreams, which it did for about a week. I wish that was still happening to be honest, because at least it would mean I was asleep.

Two nights ago I was tossing and turning when I was woken up by a sprinkler starting outside my window. That is weird because I'm a notoriously heavy sleeper (The only tornado I've ever been around, I slept through).

Last night was by far the worst, I got home at 3am (events preceding this were fine) and assumed I'd be tired the next morning, but was prepared to deal with that. I then spent the next 5 hours staring at my ceiling, turning off my alarm clocks one by one as they notified me "it ain't gonna happen".

So right now, I'm at work (first time ever here at 8:30, it's a fucking ghost town).. Also, I weighed myself this morning, I've lost almost 10 lbs in the last week, which is also scary, since I haven't been to the gym in over a week.

Ugh.